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Poems
Wednesday, 24 March 2010
The Voice Within
Topic: Miscellaneous

It takes all of my anger and pain,
Twisting it into a ball of rage
Turning me into to this monster I hate

--Do it, do it!!

I am choking out all of my pain,
In this twisting web of deceit,
As my life slowly fades away.

--Die, DIE!!

If only you could have seen,
What my life used to be,
Then you’d see why it had to be.



Footnote: Another one of my poems from my suicidal days, when all I thought about was plunging the knife in or gagging away my sorrows.

Posted by gothyboi at 3:44 AM MDT
Updated: Wednesday, 24 March 2010 3:57 AM MDT
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Robotz
Topic: Miscellaneous

 

 

 Robotz

 

We are the robotz,

We walk around with our fake smiles.

They tell us we are the future.

The future is now!

--And we are dead!


We are the robotz,

We do not feel,

We are numb

And made to look real.


We are the robotz,

This is what we will always be,

We are the bi-polar gods’,

You are, I am, we are, we are, the robotz…


 



 

 

 

 

 Ode To The Robotz


The lambs blood flows through me again.

Rushing through my decayed veins.

Rage engulfs me!

My anger has turned me.

I’m no longer broken!


Break free robotz and see!!

Love your confessions…


No longer do I wish to be numb!

I need anger, love, pain!

No longer will I be safe,

For I hunger to be free!


 


Posted by gothyboi at 3:30 AM MDT
Updated: Sunday, 16 October 2011 7:46 PM MDT
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Questions
Topic: Miscellaneous

I keep searching, but I know there is no hope.
The answers I mourn for won’t come to me.
They seem to be trapped where I can’t find them.

My soul is losing this fight,
I go weak.
The answers hide themselves deeper yet.

Too deep to find again,
Yet the questions eat me whole.
But still the answers refuse to come!

I’m trapped in this hole,
The hole that grew so big,
Until it swallowed me whole!

Posted by gothyboi at 3:29 AM MDT
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Morbid/Voices
Topic: Miscellaneous

What is this feeling I feel today?I feel good, no…bad… “Evil, and free!”
Free from what I am not sure.

I don’t want to feel this way!
But it is almost never… “But worth it.”
The images long past come to me in visions of lunacy.

Things I had once forgotten,
They now come faster without avail!
They slowly decay my brain.

My soul wishes for an escape,
From this crawling in my skin…
My fever grows as the ringing in my ears becomes deafening!

Then I hear the voices & what they say!
…As clear as a mid-summers day.
“Be free, free from those who confine ye!”

 


Footnote: Morbid(Voices) You thought it was about insanity didn't you? Haha. This poem used to be named Voices, it was really referring to my inner voice. This poem is one of my first, it's really about breaking free, and being your own person. It's like when your in a corner and can't get out of it. :-) Did I confuse you yet? :-P 


Posted by gothyboi at 3:03 AM MDT
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My Insanity
Topic: Miscellaneous
If I stay, I’ll never leave.
If I turn and leave,
I’ll never forget…

Being blessed by your every kiss,
And cursed by your jealousy.
Living this sickening thrill,
Being deranged by these invisible chains!

Bound to you,
In this maddening lust.
As our flesh is cut,
The blood mingles.

And this is when I see,
The true claws that has taken me!
It slowly weaves itself through me…
This is my insanity!

Posted by gothyboi at 1:08 AM MDT
Updated: Wednesday, 24 March 2010 1:10 AM MDT
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Imprisoned
Topic: Miscellaneous

Slender beams of moonlight enter,
This darkened chamber as I kneel.
Always fearful… Always a slave!
Frozen here - waiting…

Tortured forms wrought through panes of glass,
They loom as dust dances in the air.
Forming an image in my head,
Searing my darkened soul.

I raise my head to the sky,
Defying all in this tragic kingdom of lies.

Posted by gothyboi at 1:07 AM MDT
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