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Topic: My First Love
My First Love
Chapter XIII
By: Goth
Billie
"Ha, I win!" Damon said beaming. I shrugged, and Justin did one of his cute little growls. "I can't believe neither of you even got me to H!"
"Well, we are jussst littlllle faerieees!" Justin said with a lisp. I started laughing at him.
Damon stared at us, and then it seemed it clicked in his head and he started laughing as well. Justin kept it going, and started adding this and that. The more he said the louder and harder we all laughed at each other. In the end we all had tears streaming down our faces from laughing so hard at each other. We were interrupted as the Coach and the school shrink came in.
"Jeez Jim, it seems you did all the work for me." The shrink said to the gym teacher.
"Jason you should of been in here 10 minutes ago, I thought I'd need to get a cow prod soon."
We all wiped our faces and looked at them. Seeing them together made me wonder about them. It seemed like there was something going on behind the scenes. The way they looked at each other, and the sparkle in Mr. Johnsons eye's. I smiled at myself letting my mind wonder, they would make a hot couple that's for sure! My thoughts were interrupted by Jason.
"Ok boys, we need to discuss your school probation and what you will need to do while on it. This case is a hard one to address properly so, the rest of the school staff that is involved all agreed it was going to need a little more effort on all of our parts to make it work. First off let's head to the office so we have a proper place to sit." He looked at Mr. Johnson, "The conference room is open today right?"
"I think so," Mr. Johnson replied.
We followed behind them and if I had doubts before I no longer did. I could see Mr. Johnson checking out Jason's ass and I giggled to myself. Justin and Damon looked at me weird and I shrugged my shoulders. I didn't want to out them if I was right and Damon, well I don't think he needs to know. When we got to the office we wentto the room where we had, had our meeting with all our parents.
Jason and Mr. Johnson, sat next to each other and we all sat on the other side of the table facing them. Because of the order we entered Damon ended up being between Justin and I. I didn't like not being able to be right next to him. Jason handed us each a paper, it was basically a contract.
"Ok, so as you all know you are now on school probation. This means, any mess ups and you get no redos. You must all keep a C average while on probation, if you fail at doing so and your in a club or a school sport then you will be dropped from them. If any fights occur it will mean an immediate expulsion. We are responcible for everyone of the students who attend this school. School is supposed to be a place to learn certain skills that help aid in work, and to help people learn how to intereact in a social setting. You should all know how you acted, and handled the problem was not a proper way of doing so. Violence is never acceptable in school and it shouldn't be anywhere else. Any questions so far?"
His eyes surveyed us, seeing if any of us might be ticking, then he continued when none of us spoke up. "In front of you is a contract, you all need to sign it, if you don't, again, it will be means for an instant expulsion. It is just a printed version of what I have already said. You all are scheduled for a 3 month probation period. After your done signing please pass them over." We ll signed and gave them to him.
"Now, As I began talking about in the gym, all of the staff have agreed, we are going to make sure you all have to get along. Here are your new school schedules. You will see that you all now have most of your classes together. Obviously not all of you have the same electives so you will have a break away from each other. Your lunch hour is also the same now. For the next three months while your on probation, you will all come to my office on your study hour where I will be engaging you all in social games, much like Mr. Johnson did. Again, any questions?"
Again none of us spoke up, what was the point it was this or being expelled and transferring to a new school district. Or worse yet ACES. "Mr. Johnson played the 20 questions social game, now we will play another game that is stemmed from that. If you win, however you'll get a candy bar and next free gym you get to pick the group game. Sound like fun?" He said. We all looked at him like whatever, "Well come on give me some enthusiasm at least!"
Justin being the smart ass he is broke the awkward silence. "Yay!!!" He said so gayly, better than I knew he could. Damon was the first to break and he burst out laughing. I followed and Justin got pulled in.
"Well since you all are so excited about it... Can you remember each others answers? Oh yeah, Mr. Johnson asked you all what I wanted him to. So lets see how well you all paid attention."
Justin grumbled and I took a swallow. Jason seemed to be as diabolical as Mr. Johnson. Damon took my route and shrugged. I remembered quite a few questions, 15, red/blue, dog, basketball, NuMetal, math. I had a few blanks as well. After we were all done we passed the papers back. Jason asked us all the questions the compared results. I was dumbfounded when he said Damon won. He knew almost all of the questions for Billie, and 6 of mine. Which was eight more than I knew, and 3 more than Justin knew.
I looked at Damon and Justin. Damon seemed to be so happy with himself, he smiled at Justin, touched his shoulder and then pushed him a little. But his hand seemed to linger or was it my imagination? I swore I saw Justin looking at his ass earlier too. Something in me boiled, and I almost felt like hitting Damon. "Well congratulations Damon!" Jason said again, "I'm proud of you all, you seem to be handling things well, and are getting along, let's keep it up."
My eyes lingered on Damon and Justin, I saw it his legs spread and his knee touched Justin's. Then he kinda slumped in the chair and his shoulder got closer to Justin. That boiling was threatening to pop the lid off. How dare he touch him?!
I felt my teeth gritting, Justin didn't even move away! I watched them trying to tell myself I was insane. The more I thought about it the more sure I was that I saw Justin checking him out earlier. Something in me was screaming foul, but I couldn't tell if it was my heart or brain. I shrugged it off and decided to leave it alone. Afterall, it's just me, right?
Once we did the few tests, and signed the papers we needed we were allowed to go. As we were leaving we noticed Damon waiting by the bus bay. Justin watched him for a moment then looked at me. I could see his words in his eyes, then he said them. "Why don't we wait with him till his Mom picks him up? He's not so bad now?" I rolled my eyes I felt them and I tried so hard not to.
"Fine whatever." I said. My mind started going through reasons why he would want to wait. Did he want to see him that much longer? When he was looking at him did he see things he liked better on him than me? Is his ass cuter, is his hair color more appealing, why does his lips have to be so nicely shaped? When I looked up from my feet I noticed Justin was already halfway there. I wanted to scream I was so mad at him.
I stomped towards him, and he looked back at me and smiled that smile. My heart melted and my anger dissipated quickly. I smiled back and then cursed myself in my head for not being able to hold onto my anger. I stepped between them to a degree, working as a wedge to keep Damon's body parts away from Justin's. I leaned against the wall and watched. They were talking I'm not even sure about what, just that they were talking. Why was his eyes so focused on Damon's face? Why is he being so nice, I thought he was the enemy? Damon laughed and pushed Justin on the shoulder AGAIN! I felt my rage coming on like a plague, I wanted to punch that stupid smile off Damon's face. He was being so charming, his eye's sparkled and he licked his lips every now and then.
"So what do you think Billie?" Damon said looking at me. I was lost for words, what were they talking about? Why hadn't I listened to just a little piece here or there? Fuck! "I uh, sorry I'm not feeling too good, I was sorta spacing out, what do I think about what?"
"I was thinking since we're kinda friends now, that maybe we should all hang out. My parent's are going to be gone for most of next weekend, I was thinking we could go swimming in my indoor pool, and maybe have a little party. Just the three of us?"
Now I did feel sick, a pool party? He was going to see Justin in just his swim trunks, at his house?! All wet and sexy. I swallowed the lump that formed in my throat and said sure. I nearly choked on it, I wanted to scream hell no, but Justin had this look.
"So how about 1 next Saturday?"
"Sure!" Justin said smiling.
I smiled in their general direction, but I dared not look at them for fear I'd murder them. This felt wrong, like he was going to try and make a move on my Justin. Finally after what felt like ages his stupid Mother picked him up, but it wasn't good enough to just leave, he had the salt waiting. "Hey Mom? Mind if we give Justin and Billie a ride home?"
She looked at us like we had brainwashed her son then hesitantly said ok. Damon looked at us and smiled. He opened the backdoor of the car and let us in. I was about to protest, but Justin jumped in. I grumbled to myself, and got in. "Thanks, Mrs. Dumont." I said. Damon got in the backseat with us. I was stuck in the middle but that was fine his filthy hands couldn't touch Justin then.
As we neared my house I felt the dread set in, wait... If they drop me off first... Justin and Damon will be alone. For like, 15 minutes. I felt even sicker now, I felt a cold sweat coming on and my heart dropped to my stomach. I wanted to scream and cry all in one and at the same time I kept telling myself to not worry. Justin wouldn't do that to me, he wouldn't plus, his Mom's in the car. When I got out of the car, I walked to my front door and watched as Damon climbed back in.
As the car started to pull away I saw Damons arm go on the back of the seat and it looked as if he was practically sitting in Justin's lap. I thought about chasing the car, while screaming horrible things. When I got inside I sat down next to the phone. He'll call me when he get's home.
Did you like it, what do you think will happen next? Well, I know but I can’t tell you :-P! Any comments and suggestions are more than welcome.
“Jealousy is no more than feeling alone against smiling enemies.”
- Elizabeth Bowen, Anglo-Irish Novelist 1899-1973 CE