My First Love
Chapter Three

Justin

I woke up to a knocking. At first I was a little dazed, but then it flooded back. As reality became real and not just a dreamy state I noticed the warmth flowing from Billie into me. Our bodies were tangled together, in a mess of flesh, boxers, boners and the sheet we had been laying on. His morning wood was pressing into my thigh and made my hard on more painful. I jerked a little and looked at the door when all my senses came to me.

Billie laughed at me. “My Mom quit coming in my room when I started getting morning boners.”

“Your lucky, butthead.” I leaned into him and kissed him on his lips, then said, “Not as lucky as me however.” I bit my lower lip automatically. I hated when I did that but it always happens when I’m nervous.

“We should get dressed. I’ll use the downstairs bathroom you can use the one across the hall. There’s shampoo in there as well.”

“Ok.” I said and grabbed my clothes. Billie opened the door and walked out. I wasn’t nearly as brazen as I peeked around each way then ran to the bathroom a crossed the hall. I always felt strange taking showers elsewhere than home, but I managed. I cleaned the rest of whatever was left from last night, washed my hair and used some mouthwash I found. I got dressed and went back to Billie’s bedroom to put my dirty clothes away.

I found my way downstairs and Angie told me he was still taking his shower. I sat at the couch and waited for him. Billie’s Dad sat on a recliner and read the paper. I said hi as he sat down and he said hi back. For being older Billie’s Dad was pretty hot. He looked like an older version of Billie, but Billie had his Mom’s eyes. I on the other hand looked very mixed. My hands were like my dads, short and kind of stubby. But I had my Mom’s long arms and legs. My Dad’s eyes and my Mom’s cheeks. Then my red hair was an anomaly they both had black hair, but mine was red. I was told I got it from my Father’s Father.

I was getting antsy when the door finally opened and Billie came out. He gave me a smile that weakened me inside. Around him I feel so vulnerable as if he could pick me to pieces just by looking at me. It gave me comfort as well.

Angie called all of us into the kitchen for breakfast. She had made pancakes, eggs and bacon. Billie and I scarfed it down like the wild animals we were. Angie was pleased that we enjoyed her cooking. We rinsed our dishes then went to Billie’s room. We were in the middle of playing Splinter Cell when Billie’s Mom knocked at the door. She opened up the door and told me my Mom was on the phone. She handed me the phone.

“Hello?”

“Hi honey. Did you enjoy staying the night with your friend?”

“Yes, it has been fun.”

“Well good. Angie told me they were planning a trip to the lake and asked if it would be alright for you to go with them. I said ok as long as you want to.”

“Yes that would be so cool! Thanks Mom!”

“Your welcome honey. I’ll be over in a little bit to bring you some swim trunks and a change of clothes.”

“Ok, see ya then mom!” I said, then hung up. “Thanks Angie!”

“Your welcome.” She said and smiled at us. She left and Billie asked what that was all about and then I told him. “I swear your Mom must be psychic.”

“Heh, she’s a Mom, they all have a sixth sense!”

A few hours after lunch everything was packed we were headed to Lake Pleasant. It was a fun yet boring ride. It takes about half an hour to get there but the whole landscape is desert. Nothing but Saguaros and other cacti.

When we finally got there, we paid at the entrance for a camp spot then went and found one we liked. We got one close to the shore. After all of us finished unloading the car and set up the tents we went and changed in the bathrooms. We hiked down the trail and to the water. Billie and I spent most of our day in the water. His parent’s weren’t too interested as the water was freezing. Once we were cold enough we got out and we all hiked back up the trail. Billie’s Dad threw some burgers on the grill. As usual when the food was done Billie and I inhaled it.

After dinner we all hung around the bench and talked. It was fun being with them. Angie and Billie’s Dad were nice. I could see where Billie got it from. I bet half the kids at school have rude and mean parents. Everyone is so preoccupied with popularity, money, and power. I think the most profound people are the ones who do everything for the greater good and ask nothing in return. A true good person like Billie and his family. If only everyone was so pleasant.

A little after 9 Billie’s parent’s got in their tent and went to bed, before going Billie told them we were going to go to the showers so we didn‘t smell like fish. I had cigarettes in my backpack and pulled out two. It had been too long. Billie and I went to the showers soon after his parent’s rhythmic breathing told us they were asleep.

We stood outside the showers and smoked our cigarettes then put them out with some water from the fountain. Even if it was cool we didn’t need to start a wildfire. The shower rooms have two stalls instead of using different ones we both go in the same one. It was strange taking a shower with someone else. The last time I had done this was when I was 4 and my brother lived with us. This was different than that as well. Billie rubbed the soap over my belly from behind me. His penis rubbed against my butt and sent chills down my spine. This contact was so new, and felt so good. I never wanted it to stop. He worked his way lower down into the beginnings of a happy trail, then inched lower again. He was rubbing soap right into my pubes, his fingers daringly explored lower to the base of my cock. Which was now hard and twitching. His lips found the back of my neck, his lips sent shivers through me. And the contact made my skin tingle.

I turned to face him. His hair was wet and mopped around steam was rising all around us and he looked so beautiful, like a heavenly vision. I wanted to worship him, ravage him, seduce his senses, and be one with him. I would give him my heart on a platter, my soul, body, and life if it came to it. His lips found mine and took away my breath. He pulled away and looked deep into my eyes. I became lost in the emotions in his eyes. I pressed my body against his and soaped up his back and butt while we kissed. I spread his cheeks apart and lightly ran my fingers down across his hole and back up. His hips ground into mine. We turned and his back was now facing the faucet. I rubbed the soap from his back, then he applied soap to my back.

The ritual continued, as we tenderly cleaned each other. The stimulation was so intense, and the feelings shook my world. I had seen it in videos before, and I knew I wanted to try it on him. I pulled back and smiled at him. He smiled back, and I guided his back to the wall. He leaned against it, and my mouth devoured his body, starting from his lips down. My next target was his jaw line, then lower to his neck. His breathing become more rapid as my lips covered his left nipple. It stiffened and I lightly pulled on the nub with my teeth. He grunted and grabbed a hold of my ass. I licked my way down to the middle of his stomach, it became a game, licking at his stomach and watching his muscles spasm from the contact. I moved on lower down to his navel, then licking lightly down his happy trail. My knees finally rested against the floor. He looked down at me, not knowing what my next move was, but I knew. My tongue crept out and reached the head of his cock.

He quivered and watched. I dove in more and buried my face next to his package. My tongue teased his scrotum then worked its way up his shaft. When I got back to his head I opened my mouth and took the head of his cock into my mouth. He shuddered and bucked, his hands clutched my shoulders as I took more into my mouth. I pulled back and sucked on him. His foreskin was strange to me, there was a lot and it was a strange feeling. But I decided I didn’t mind it. As I pulled almost off his foreskin followed, at the same time he quivered again, and his hips bucked. I did the motion again and got the same result. I smiled as much as I could with a cock in my mouth and played with that button awhile longer.

When I could tell he was close I focused my attention to taking more and pumping the rest with my hand. He started to grunt and moan, his hips bucked more often, I gagged a couple of times but got better at judging when to pull back more. His voice was so ragged when he told me he was about to cum. I kept up at it however, my hand reached for his balls. I lightly tugged and rolled them in my fingers, then with a hot noise his fluids flooded my mouth. Some dribbled out, some went down, and the rest got spit to the drain. I came up and kissed him and then he licked some of his cum from my chin. I was surprised when he did it, but somewhat turned on by it too.

“Wow Justin! That was… amazing!”

I blushed at his enthusiasm and giggled. “I’m glad you liked it.” I smiled at him and the most wicked of smiles grew on his face.

“Your turn!”

My First Love
Chapter Two

Billie

We walked back to my house, and as we rounded the corner I saw my Dad’s car pull into the garage. I pointed at it and told Justin. He looked over and seemed to fidget.

“What’s wrong?”

“Well it’s just that, well you know…” He said, and he looked more miserable.

“What? Come on tell me I swear I’ll try and make it better.” He bit his lip in that nervous way he does. It makes him that much more adorable to me. But something was also bothering him and I wanted to know what.

“Most parent’s have trouble dealing with me by my style alone. Throw in the fact that you can tell I’m no moneybags for sure. I hate when kids at school look at me like I’m trash, it’s worse when adults do it, especially the really old ones, like I’m going to mug or kill them or something…”

“I swear my parent’s won’t mind. They trust me with what I do, they will look at you and know you’re a good person because your hanging out with me.”

“If you say so Billie.” Justin said still seeming to be worried.

We walked into the front door and my Mom called out to me. Her usual welcome home call. “Hey Mom, I brought a friend over to hang out.”

“Come into the kitchen honey.”

We walked to the kitchen, my mom stopped preparing some food to look, she smiled at us. I noticed she did look Justin up and down for a minute, but then she just smiled. Meaning he passed her inspection. Dad rose his eyes above the paper and said hello.

“Hi Mr. Johnson, and Mrs. Johnson.”

“Hello--?” Mrs. Johnson said.

“Justin” Billie said.

“Nice to meet you. Are you new to the neighborhood?”

Justin clammed up a little at the question but recovered quickly and spoke. “No, I live a couple miles from here on Shelby, not far from 19 Avenue and Thunderbird.”

“I know the area, I am helping a woman, Mrs. Jacobs sell her house.”

“I know Mrs. Jacobs. She’s a nice old lady, has a lot of cats though.”

“That’s her for sure. Where in the area do you live?”

“Just a couple houses down from her house.”

“The one with red trimming or the blue trimming?”

“Blue.”

“I’ll have to ask your Mom how she keeps her rose bushes so nice I always admire them when I drive by.”

“Mom can Justin stay the night?”

“Well, first he needs permission from his parent’s but yes, I see no problem there. Justin honey call up your Mom and ask, after your finished I’d like to have a word with her though.”

“Ok Mrs. Johnson.” Justin said.

“Call me Angie dear, I hate Mrs. Johnson.”

“Ok, Angie.” Justin said while giving her his cute smile.

After Justin called his Mom, got permission, and asked for a change of clothes to be brought we went up to my room. We sat on my bed with my door shut. I dared to kiss him now and then, knowing any minute my Mom or Dad could walk in. But the fact that we could get caught excited me all the more. I couldn’t help it, I had been wanting to touch him, and feel his lips against mine. It was like a drug, and I needed my next fix. The ringing of the doorbell scared Justin and I, our lips parted with a little pop noise and we both giggled.

We ran down the stairs right as my Mom opened the door for Justin’s Mom. My Mom invited her in for a drink so she could talk with her. Justin got his clothes and we took them back to my room. We played a few games and then went back down. Justin’s Mom was getting ready to leave. She gave Justin a kiss on the forehead, and he blushed. I almost started laughing out loud. I’d get him later, he’d never live it down. He said goodbye to her and she left. My Mom informed us to be ready in a half hour for dinner.

I got an idea, and hoped Justin would be into it. He wouldn’t know what I really had in mind though not until I did it. “Hey Justin let’s go out back.”

“OK.’ He said.

We went out back and I tackled him. He yelped out from the surprise but then retaliated. Whenever I did this with my friend Brian he’d get a boner and I could cop a feel without him knowing. But this time I didn’t have to be sneaky to my partner, just to my parents. After about five minutes I felt what I wanted. Justin’s penis poked me in the stomach. I flipped him over and with my left hand I rubbed between his legs found my target and latched on.

Justin’s eyes bulged but then a grin spread across his face. As he did the same thing, instead of grabbing my penis he grabbed my nuts, and rubbed them softly. My hips nearly bucked from the pleasure it brought. I lost my thoughts under this condition, and when I felt a drip of precum work it’s way out I flipped him, and grinned. I held his arms down and sat on top of his thighs I leaned against him and our cocks rubbed each other as heattempted to struggle away. I wanted to buck into him from the pleasure our contact was bringing us but I stopped I knew better. I scooted off of him and sat in front of his bulge. So my parents couldn’t see anything out the window.

He blushed at me and I caught his gaze fixed on my bulge. I soaked in his image for a later use when I needed it.

“Nice bulge, sexy.” he said, inciting a blush to grow on my face.

We were just talking for awhile about nothing really just making chit chat. I was just absorbing him it was nice having him here, and I didn’t have to hide around him. It was just comfortable. We were interrupted by my Mom calling us in. By now we were completely soft again, well I was still a little hard but not enough to notice.

We all sat at the table, and the regular routine proceeded. “So Billie & Justin how was school today?” My Mom asked.

“Boring same old junk they say prepares us for the real world.” I smiled always giving a smart-ass answer before an acceptable one. “Actually I learned how to divide whole numbers into fractions, then in shop we put the hinges on our bird house lids.”

My Mother shifted her attention to Justin. “I got to first hour a little after the tardy bell, I thought the whole day was doomed but at lunch time they had pizza hut delivered, then in science we found out how the reproductive organs work in frogs next week we finally get to dissect.”

“Oh I hated the frog!” She exclaimed.

“Did you have to do a squid in 8th grade Mrs. I mean Angie?” Justin asked.

“No, but last year they told us parent’s they would be adding it to the course. With an alternative program that runs on a pc.”

“I think it might be cool to dissect it. A squid is so different from us I wonder if it has all the same organs or not, or like an air bladder.” I said.

“Ok, let’s talk about something else maybe?” My Dad said.

”How was work honey?”

“Same as usual, we got another major business account today, my design team starts on it’s new logo and commercials tomorrow. If we can keep them happy I will get a nice bonus.

Justin ate some of his stuffed chicken, and made a very loud ‘mm’ noise which got a huge smile on my Mom’s face.

“Heh, excuse me, but this is really good!”

“I’m glad you like it. Billie usually complains when I make it because he supposedly doesn’t like cheesy broccoli inside his chicken.” I smirked at my mom then took a big bite of mine. I switched to my green bean casserole.

After dinner we went up to my room. We again played more video games. Justin dominated Tekken Tag while I dominated with Mortal Kombat Trilogy We had been going at if for about an hour when my Mother and Father poked their heads in. Right as Justin killed Sub-Zero with Sindel.

“Oh yeah who got who?” Justin boasted. He gave me this very sexy smile and I gave him my cocky one.

“Hi Mom. Are you going to bed now?”

“Yes, try not to stay up too late you two.” My Dad finished.

“Good night!” Justin and I said in unison. My mom smiled at us, and closed the door.

Once they closed the door we waited for about 20 minutes. I lightly pushed Justin to the floor and sat on him like I did in the backyard. I looked down in his eyes, the desk lamp shinned in his eyes and created sparkling orbs. His skin was smooth, and slightly blushed from out contact. He had a very cute grin and looked so innocent, but it quickly disappeared when thoughts from earlier made my cock get harder. I put my hands on his sides and rubbed his stomach, chest. and sides. His member began to stiffen as well, his nipples got hard and were adding more to the erotic pleasure of looking at him in this state of arousal.

I leaned down, I used my elbows as to not crush Justin and let my body come in full contact with his. Our cocks were comfortably crammed together. I kissed his chin and neck then moved to his lips. His mouth opened and I invaded his mouth. Our tongues rolled around, tasting each other. Before I knew it we were both grinding our hips together. Justin’s hands roamed over me. Justin broke our kiss and pushed me upwards. He sat up with me then started pulling my shit up. I took it off the rest of the way then pulled his shirt up and off. As I threw his shirt behind me he leaned against me, my back met the bed as his lips attacked mine. Our flesh was now pressed into each others. I let his warmth invade me. My hands roamed over his flesh and his did the same to my lower back.

He broke our kiss and leaned back enough to reach my waistband he undid my belt, then the button. He leaned into my neck, and lightly sucked and licked right next to my adamsapple. His finger tips slipped down into my waistband. I stood up and pushed my pants down, I helped him up and he did the same. We got into the same position and he continued his expedition. This time he opened the button on the fly of my boxers. He looked in my eyes and I smiled at him. I kissed him to urge him on.

His hand went into the hole and found my rod. He squeezed it, then slightly jacked me. I felt some precum dripping out of my penis. His fingers came across the sticky liquid, with his thumb he rubbed it over the exposed part of my head. He pulled my foreskin back and spread it all over it. At this point he had my cock and balls out of the hole.

I wanted to explore him now, it was awesome having him play with me, but I wanted to check him out. I got off his lap and pushed him to the floor again. There was a small wet spot at the head of his cock, just under the waistband. I pulled his boxers down instead, I lifted his balls with one hand and put the elastic band below them. He was completely exposed to me. His penis twitched as if on cue to make a show for my exploring eyes. Unlike me he was circumcised, it was interesting to see, I grabbed a hold of his pole and let it go and heard it make a slap noise against his groin. I took hold of it again and pumped up and down on it. More precum oozed out and his hips began to writhe.

I laid down next to him and held onto his cock. I began pumping it again, and his hand found it’s way around my cock as well. We began pumping each other in unison. My arm controlled the speed. I wanted this to last as well so I went slow. We kissed while jacking each other, Justin turned his head up and breathed in then bit his lower lip to stifle a moan. I started pounding harder on his cock and my hips began to buck. I started kissing him frantically as I felt my balls pull up I grunted into his mouth and I felt my load flood out and spill down on my chest, then stomach, then down Justin’s hand into my pubes. It set Justin off and instead of grunting out he sucked in stealing some of my air while doing so. I felt his warm liquids cover my hand. They pooled a little at the base of my hand in his pubes. He had small spasms just as I did. I felt a smile get glued to my face. Justin cock slowly softened in my hand as we laid there catching our breath.

Justin leaned over and kissed me. He got on top and our cocks rubbed against each other. And our fluids mixed. He laid against me and made a bigger mess of our mess. We kissed for a little bit then I grabbed some new boxers out of my drawer for both of us, with our old ones we cleaned up the mess. We both fell asleep on the floor next to each other.

My First Love
Chapter One

Justin

It was the tenth of October and as always my friend Billie and I were excited about Samhain. It was the mark of the most spiritual day, and also marked the new year. When I got to school I found Billie in our usual spot. He pulled his coat closed as the chilly wind invaded.

“Hey Billie!” I said.

“Hey Justin what’s up?”

“Not much you?”

“Same.” I replied.

We hung out for the few minutes we had before the morning bell. As usual we ignored the first one and talked for awhile longer. We were making the plans for the upcoming ritual to be performed. When the second bell - the tardy bell - rang we headed to class.

I am glad I found Billie in this school. It seemed as if only yesterday I had gotten enrolled. Me, at a rich school. It was so new to me, all the kids with their cell phones, fat wallets and cocky smiles. Then there was me, thrown into the middle of preppy high, a goth no less to add to my problems even more. I sighed as I walked down the halls that first day. When I first saw Billie it was in our usual spot, he stood there, almost perfect. His white teeth shinning brightly and the sparkles in his eyes seemed to make him look almost holy. When he saw me a huge cocky grin grew on his face.

Then the thoughts plagued me, Oh great, I have to deal with kids like him… great! He walked up to me however, shook my hand and welcomed me. I was shocked to say the least, and maybe a bit stricken by his looks. His black hair with his pale blues eyes captivated me. His lips were so supple and soft looking and when he flashed that cocky grin again, I knew right then I was in for it. More thoughts plagued me, as always he just had to be straight. Most kids my age - and that would be 13 - can’t admit to themselves that they are gay, much less accept and openly gay teen. I heard those horror stories of coming out, and I sure didn’t want that, but at the same time I wanted to be free to express myself, just as anyone else can (I mean just as straight people, but I digress).

I walked in the door when the final bell rang. I looked at Mr. Chadwick his stern piercing grey and cold eyes crept over me. Sending chills down my spine, his foot tapped at the floor and he gave me the scowl that I just hated. His head shook back and forth with admonishment. “Late again are we Mr. Stevens… I’ve told you coming to my class late is not acceptable. This is your third and final warning. Come late to my class again and you will be sent to the hall for the duration of class and will be given zeros on that days class work and the home assignment.”

“Sorry sir. I will not be late again.”

“It’s Mr. Chadwick, get seated!”

I quickly sat at my desk, which I despised. Being left handed sucks, all the desks are made for right-handed people. Which made doing work uncomfortable and annoying. I grumbled to myself and pulled out my notebook and pen.

"Today we are learning about WWII. So pay attention we will be having a quiz sometime this week. Also get out a notebook, and pencil." I still wonder how ANYONE could get history for their first hour! It seems so evil, like a mass conspiracy to torture our poor zombiefied minds. I yawned audibly and got another scornful look from Mr. Chadwick. He shook his head in that disapproving manner that he seemed to love. The hour dragged by as always, inciting a mental riot in my head, The rioters screamed and pleaded for the hour to end so I could see Billie again.

Finally the bell rang, I packed up all of my stuff and handed the teacher my homework and in school assignment. “Now why can’t you apply yourself this well to getting here on time?”

“I’m sorry really. I woke up late today my alarm clock didn’t go off at the right time because it automatically switches an hour ahead, and since our state doesn’t do daylight savings well you get the point.”

“Sure…” He said then I walked out and started towards my class.

I was walking, or more like running towards my next class. I knew if I ran into Billie - which I wanted to - that I’d be late, or end up skipping it, and I was getting low on absences. Just as I was avoiding I ran right into him.

“Hey where are you going in such a hurry?”

"Hum lets see here, every time I meet up with you I'm always late and the teachers hate that. Also I need to take a major piss!"

"See your in too much of a hurry you've already passed the bathrooms. Also I'm headed that way too."

"Fine. Lets go, you win!" See this is the time Billie and I usually skip and hang at the park smoke a ciggarette or two. But he wanted to go home instead. Which was weird seeming we usually go back to school after lunch. That way you don't get caught skipping. We don’t how but it always seems to work. "Why do you want to go home?"

"Because school sucks and I want to just relax today and play some video games."

"Still what do I tell my parents when they ask why I wasn't at school?"

"Dude did you forget my aunt is the secretary. She will excuse us. DUHHH!"

"Fuck off pansy ass!"

"No thanks I've had better offers!"

"Yah, yah whatever, Billie. So what do you want to do at your house?"

"I don’t know I'll tell you when we get there." The walk to his house took us right past the park where we smoke. I had never been to his house before so I was excited to see where he lived, and his bedroom. I know perving on my best-friend I’m low. But these damn hormones take control I swear! I was amazed at the size of the houses. They looked like the ones you see in the magazines and I was nervous. This was much different than my middle class neighborhood. Everything was so clean and nice, like it just came out of the bubble wrap or something.

Billie must of seen the look as he started telling me about the different houses and owners and their dirty little secrets. He told me about The Johnsons, Mr. Johnson liked helping the 17 year old babysitter while his wife was at the crochet club. Or how Mrs. Botwin was the communities weed dealer (Got to love the show weeds :-D) We suddenly stopped and I looked up from my feet, or rather Billie’s ass. It was two stories, the front was a cylinder and the rest was squared. On top of the cylinder middle section was a balcony and under the front door. The house was framed with beautiful weeping willows and rose bushes.

I was shocked to say the least. How could three people live in a monster of a house like that. The entryway seemed to be bigger than my room. I was sure I was collecting flies with my mouth gaping open. It was nicely decorated inside, with a Victorian met with a modern flare.

Billie smiled at me, and my obvious shock. And in the sexiest voice I had ever heard from him he said, “This way sir, the Miss’s want’s me to give you the grand tour.” His somewhat cheap yet cute British butler voice was so adorable. After the tour we went to his room. He told me to sit on his bed while he hooked up the Playstation. When I sat my eyes wandered to Billie’s perfect bubble butt. I was ever so tempted to reach for it and squeeze but I knew that was not a good idea. I swallowed my lust and leaned back. When I put my hand against the bed I felt something under the covers. I knew the familiar feel, a magazine I was sure. I reached under the cover and pulled it out. Billie had just started to turn around when I pulled it from under the covers. His face paled and I wondered why. I looked at the magazine in my hand and felt my eyes bulge.

I looked at it and saw on the front a very hot looking guy with his lips firmly wrapped around another guys dick. It was my eyes turn to bulge. I was tempted to open it and look through it, but even I was too petrified to do that. Not yet willing to be that vulnerable. I put it down, and looked at my feet, I didn’t know how to approach it any better. I just kind of clammed up.

“Justin… I. Uh… I-I.”

“So what are we playing?” I tried changing the subject completely.

“Uh…” Billie’s eyes were red like he was about to cry, it was stupid - I was being stupid. This is what I had been dreaming for so long and now I was playing it off as I was dumb or something.

“Fuck it. Look I wasn’t supposed to see that, but I’m glad I did. It--”

“I’m sorry, please don’t tell anyone… I.”

“It doesn’t matter to me, because… I’m.” I couldn’t say it, it was too terrifying what if this was a test? But the look on Billie’s face, he was searching my soul it seems with those eyes that captivate my soul. It was as if instincts kicked in, and my consciousness became second to none. I leaned into Billie, he backed away and I crawled closer until our lips were centimeters apart. His sweet scent and warmth washed over me and I dove in. Our lips connected, so softly at first, they were barely touching. The contact sent chills through me, then our lips were forced together, mashing into each other. His lips parted and his tongue touched my lips. My mouth opened automatically and his tongue explored my mouth. The taste sent electrical stimulus through my lips and spine, and our tongues battled for supremacy.

When the kiss ended I felt my face burn with a blush, I couldn’t explain to myself how I had just kissed the boy I was falling for. I had actually kissed him, something I had only done in my dreams. I felt a smile work it's way across my face and saw Billie’s grin too.

“Wow…” Billie stammered he looked at me and giggled slightly, his grin grew even bigger. “I’ve never… that was… Wow!”

“Me either… I mean I always wanted to but… Whoa I’m sorry I didn’t mean to just jump on you like that I don’t know what possessed me, but I’m kind of glad it did!”

“Me too that was so hot!”

My face flushed a full 7 different shades of red I am sure.

Billie continued “I can’t believe you did that… I thought you were going to hate me and never hang out with me again.”

“Never would I. I couldn’t hate you…”

“Well we sure are going to hang out more often now!” His face was beaming with a smile that could weaken any heart.

Billie

I still can’t believe it! He kissed me! Me?! I wanted him so badly, and then he did, and how he did it, oh my god. I felt as if my heart was going to stop with the sensual way his lips lingered just away from mine, then he came in and I was lost in total bliss, it was nirvana. I was so hoping my ploy wouldn’t backfire on me, for a minute I was really worried. It was stupid of me, but look what I gained from it! Ever since I saw him that first day in school I knew I wanted him and no one else. He was so cute with that mischievous grin and confused look. His red hair, pale skin and blue eyes got to me. I just had a feeling I had to introduce myself. Ever since then we were best of friends. But now we're ‘better’ friends! I had it set up perfectly! I caught him in the halls like usual and had him come with me. See this is one of our daily routines go to the park smoke a ciggarette, bullshit then go back before the end of lunch. But today I needed to find out if he was gay. I had to, so I did so! I can't believe he kissed me like that though I was in heaven I wish humans didn't have to breathe if we didn't we could have kissed for hours which we did anyway. It was so magical, I can't believe Justin hasn't seen me checking him out before now. I was hoping he would say something and that would be how we found out. But I couldn't wait that long. It has already felt like an eternity! But I'm sure glad I did pull my little stunt! Look where it got me, right where I wanted to be, in Justin's arms. That felt so good, Justin and I feel asleep and awoke at 4:00 PM.

However I was startled by the fact it was four. My parent’s would be home in any second. I shook Justin awake. He grumbled at me, but then his eyes shot wide open and that dopey grin came back. I felt it infect me as well. We went out the back and walked down the alleyway. We took the long way around to avoid my parent’s usual route home. When we saw other kids walking home we turned and started walking back to my house.

We talked about the events that had happened today, and how wonderful it was. I wanted to grab his hand, pull him into me and kiss him passionately for hours, but I knew we couldn’t not right now. It would have to wait, sadly.