It takes all of my anger and pain,
Twisting it into a ball of rage
Turning me into to this monster I hate
--Do it, do it!!
I am choking out all of my pain,
In this twisting web of deceit,
As my life slowly fades away.
If only you could have seen,
What my life used to be,
Then you’d see why it had to be.
Footnote: Another one of my poems from my suicidal days, when all I thought about was plunging the knife in or gagging away my sorrows.