The eye,
It sees all I was,
And all I can never be.

It’s watching as my life slowly fades,
Into an oblivion of emptiness,
I’m dying slowly.

I’m trying to hold on…
When it all seems pointless,
And I keep on trying

But I am dying inside,
Slowly rotting from the inside out,
As the agony of life invades,

It sends my stomach into knots,
As I scream out my insanity,
And my mind goes numb.

All I am is a black hole,
The void is taking over me,
And I can’t find my way.

When all of my past comes for me,
It haunts me,
I am crashing can’t you see?

This pain and agony you inflict on me,
I see the beatings in slow motion,
As I get faded

And I hear the rampant screaming,
Of thoughts long lost…
Of revenge and striking back.

But I have failed,
And now only my nightmares are real,
My hate it burns within me… somebody, stop me.